With so much damage done, the rejection, resentment and bitterness was always trying to take root, but I never stopped praying. I just prayed and prayed and prayed some more, and God heard my prayers. One day, he came home. All the way home. To Jesus, to being a father, being a provider, sober, kind, loving and free. We had a huge second wedding with all the Originals as my bridesmaids. Anything is possible. A-n-y-t-h-i-n-g.
My chill personality keeps the crazy a little calmer in this place. When stuff happens, I’m like, “ it’s nothing but blessings.” I get teased for always saying that, but I mean it, deep down in my soul. You might be getting a theme, a common thread among all of us. We’re grateful, off-the-charts thankful for where we are all today, and not just because we have a past. We were never happy just ‘staying clean’. That bar is way to low for us, and we have a problem with our culture’s low expectations. We are professionals, mothers, rockstars for goodness sake and, yup, life is nothing but blessings.
- Guilty Pleasure : Mugshots.com
- Can’t live without : Water
- Happy Place : Disneyland